My Ayahuasca Trip to Peru - Part One - Dying to Know - Episode 124
A raw, unfiltered opening to my Sacred Valley plant-medicine journey, exploring the fear, longing, and inner calling that bring people to Ayahuasca—not to learn something new, but to remember who they really are. This is the beginning before the beginning, where running stops and awakening begins.
Episode 1 of 4 Part Series — Dying to Know: My Ayahuasca Experience Into the Sacred Valley of Peru
This opening episode marks the true beginning of a five-part, raw, unfiltered account of my time working with plant medicine in the Sacred Valley of Peru at the Arkana Spiritual Center. Before any medicine was poured, before the visions or revelations, there was the quiet ache. The inner calling. The fear beneath the fear. The deep, restless sense that something in life still feels unfinished.
Most people don’t seek out Ayahuasca or Sapo because everything is perfect. They come because something inside them is dying to know, Who am I really? What is this life for? Did I miss something essential while trying to keep it all together? The paradox is that what we’re dying to know is not “out there” somewhere in a jungle or temple. It’s here, buried beneath layers of identity, protection, trauma, and roles that no longer serve us.
Plant medicine doesn’t teach you new information; it excavates. It dismantles the inner tyrant who insists life must be predictable and safe. It burns off outdated versions of the self so a truer knowing can rise. Ego death isn’t your death; it’s the death of everything blocking your access to truth.
But the real challenge isn’t the ceremony, it’s integration. You can’t pour awakened clarity back into the shape of an old life. Integration is about becoming the version of you that the medicine revealed and staying awake in a world designed to pull you back to sleep.
This is why I came back to Peru, not for novelty or visions, but for the soul's quality control. To shed another layer, to die another small death, to remember something ancient living inside me. Something I had forgotten.
This is the moment before the beginning.
Where running stops.
Where remembering starts.
Where the real journey begins.
For more information on the Arkana Spiritual Center: www.arkanainternational.com
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3:43 - Dying To Know
5:17 - The Paradox of Plant Medicine
6:59 - Ego Death
7:52 - Integration - What comes after the experience?
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